Tagged by: mustakettu85♥ Rules: Tag 8+ people you'd like to get to know better using this meme!
☆ Name: It's norwegian and means War Goddess.
☆ Star sign: Gemini. People like two things about me... my face. ☆ Average hours of sleep: as many as possible. ☆ Lucky number: 5
☆ Last thing googled: g'kar
☆ Favorite fictional character(s): G'Kar, Londo Mollari, Rose Quartz, Garnet, Steven Universe, Leonardo, Nightcrawler, Wolverine, Morticia Addams, Gomez Addams, Lydia Deetz, Lumpy Space Princess, Leetah, Redlance and so on and so on
☆ Current attire:
Black top, purple pyjama pants
☆ When did you start this account?: September 23, 2009☆ Number of watchers: 111, but it looks like a good chunk of them are gone. ☆ What do you post?: porn☆ Other blogs: No. ☆ Do you get a lot of comments: AHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Well, I used to. But time passes, and you fall in love with a cult sci-fi show from the 90s, and you leave the glamour and popularity that comes with writing filth about two beloved characters in an increasingly well-known fandom to write about obscure shit that will get you 11 views.
And you feel trapped because you can't go back without any real interest and fire in you, and the fandom is burning out, because everyone found other stuff to obsess over, and these days, a new pic might show up every other week, but then it's over.
And you're worried about where you are, because you can clearly see that your own fandom is drying up after one asshole decided that their hurt feelings out-weighed common decency, and the only thing keeping the blood pumping are a few talented and dedicated artists, and you're so scared that they will end up on the Marvel wave, too, and you'll be there with no one to talk to about the zillion ideas you have for fics that you might not even write.
You lost friends when the fandom craze was over, and you wonder how in the hell you have dared make friends again when you know the inevitable is coming. But you're not ready to move on yet, because you have no footing anywhere else, and you dread starting over, because good lord.
So you're churning out fics on a site clearly meant for pictures, and try not to stop and think about what you're actually doing. ☆ Why did you choose this username?: The ED stands for Eternal Dream, which was the name of a band that never got started. Ibenholt is because I think it's a pretty word.
☆ Tagging: no one ever responds when I tag them, so if you see this and want to try it, have fun.